quiet
I haven't written in awhile! Probably because when I find it hard to go into what's going on in my heart, I just don't go there! And since my last entry was about waking up to my heart, and I've been doing nothing but avoiding it since, I avoided writing as well! One of the reasons I was inspired to do a blog was reading my friend Charlie's who blogged about his daughters very short, precious life. I was so inspired by his willingness to be open about something so painful and personal. And I was touched by his words all the time! I always felt I could relate even though nothing in my life was as difficult as what he was going through. However I realized over the course of the year that I read his blogs, that I was going through something quite difficult but that I mostly just chose to ignore... that being infertility. I didn't want to give it that name for a long, long time. I just kept saying things like, "we're trying but nothing is happening yet&quo