A space for my heart...

I don't know why I am having such a hard time getting started! I guess because as I said in the description I still don't know how I want to use this space! I just know that I would like to have a space to write! I know I am over thinking it and that's part of the problem... if I just let it be natural and let go I am sure that whatever needs to come out here will! But for today, my first official blog since I just keep erasing everything I write, I am just going to post this boring ... ramble of thoughts and hope that in doing so I will start something! There it is....